Failure?

What i consider to be failure can be quite vain and shallow to others, so really. I would rather not. I suppose if I must i can write about my failure to save money, or my inability to be compassionate. On the money front in my life I have earned almost twenty thousand dollars, as we speak my bank account only has fifteen hundred dollars nestled inside. They say I am sarcastic, me sarcastic no. They say I show no emotion, this is my strength, not my downfall. They say I hurt; my words are my own for a reason, I am the one who plans them out and delivers them with surgeon like precision. Failure is not easily defined. No two people define it the same. But for me I define it by the short comings that are exploited by others. The chips in my armour that only others can see.